June 16, 2002 -

yes i am bad in pseudo america.. wanting nothing more than a cup of tea and some eastenders on the telly..i am re-reading "CUNT" for motivation.. i feel so bored with the US of A.. and im dreading going back to new brunswick .. i should have stayed in brighton and got a job.. but then whats the point of regret.. must live each day without any expectations and just be.. downloading scores of ancient american punk: screamers, crime, avengers, wierdos, sleepers, desperate bicycles...

it hurts so much to leave after three weeks of fun and then to have no idea of when it will happen again.. must refill bank account and determine job status for the summer. all i want is to be near the music that i ohsolove..

quote the raven nevermore:

"men who refuse to use condoms do not deserved to be fucked by anyone but other men who refuse to use condoms"

---inga muscio