July 11, 2002 -

just go back in noo joisey from the black hole that is millville.. almost didnt make it through.. wanted to be deaf the car ride home as my dad gave his usual rant about my mom and his mom and all the women in his life as i so eagerly pointed out.. he has it out for the female race. which has had the opposite effect on me.. we debated politics, oil, stocks, pharmacuticals, the trucking industry, and my mom.. what else would you talk about at 2 in the morning...

so now i sit here eating some spicy chicken pasta salad and wonder why i need to go back to new brunswick and i decide its all about the benjamins.. but first a trip on a gemini spaceship..