November 28, 2002 -

thanksgiving eve.. first time in years that i am in jersey. last year had england on my mind and veggie chili in my tum and pop idol and cd:uk.. all in good time..

sped down to old cafe with 2 chums.. ran into a third while sippin green tea laughing bout high school.. then two more co-graduates bump into us and we are convinced to have a drink at the local bar.. what was i thinking.. this bar is where all the townies hang.. people i havent seen in four years and who i never want to see again.. being surrounded by staring eyes of jocks and cheerleaders was too much and we bounced back out to the cold cold exterior.. plastic faces and smiles of idiots from years back.. suppose someone should name this an official holiday cause i happens every year i/m told.. who knew cause i am never in my high school town for this holiday. it made nofunswick seem worthy, which can/t be a good thing.. today i ate too much and my only explanation is that i did/nt have a thanksgiving me last year therefore packing away twice the amount of turkey/turnips/truffles..

godspeed you! black emperor fills my ear with necessary noise for the night and i hear one the endless calling my name..