october 22, 2001 -

the new les savy fav record plays over headphones.. like rocket fuel spilling overhead and all i have is a restless night brought on by fights with a psychotic roommate.. she calls me sneeky and i call her filled up on anti-depressants. its a loose loose battle that ended in a well no more nice to you, goodnight. and i fell to my futon in a sense of awe. i am not the fighting type my headaches and i cant say what i feel and sickness overcomes my body.. so tossing and turning and finally putting on suds sleep tape lulled my to dreamland.. bjork special new song that means so much to me and brings tears to my eyes.. and sonic youth with jamming that we witnessed in its glory all in one special night in philadelphia... but these boys sure can cheer me up on a foggy-brain day like today..and it all ends with the sound from a needle left on a record thats finished.. perfection