april 25, 2001 -

why does it take so long to get used to new living arrangements and then when yr right about to leave it all clicks and these people mean so much to you and its sad and theres crying.. and all. this doesnt apply to me but to my dear suds.. maybe im just feeling down lately and i really shouldnt cause i got a yummy dose of spiritulized who played swirly guitars and shined lights in our faces then lulled me to sleep with their 5 minute guitar jams in the middle of songs and who want to be the modern day pink floyd so bad it hurts.. and maybe it was all the pot smoking that annoyed me and reminded me of hippies who see the dead and phish. are spiritualized just another jam band? i think yes.

enough! on to BRMC who rocked way harded and faster then spiritualized.. love burns, spread yr love, what ever happened to my rocknroll, white plains, and some new songs. they need a new album! these 3 boys from sunny san fran sure can pound out the jams and be dark and all with red lights shining through their all black attire.. and a blue strobe light in the drum kit! but five songs are far too short and they needed to play more.. but the venue had to be closed by 11pm so they rushed..

woke up with the strangest dreams in my head as i brushed my teeth.. looking at zines with porn playing cards as the front covers but with good stories inside of this girl who i went to high shool with. bo was there, it was an english house.. and jasmine was there getting ready for the day. and i had to get dressed fast cause elaine had to take me to school and i forget to wash my laundry whilst i was home.. strange indeed. i think the dreams were a result of me drinking a green veggie shake and eating a twirl bar after the concert..